I'll be on from time to time, maybe a few times a week. Alotta people will be pleased I guess, I know a few people hate me, and that's cool cause I've been quite bitchy during the time that I've spent on pico. But I want you to know that anything offensive that I've ever said to anyone, was a mistake, I'm sorry and I didn't mean it.
For those of you who are my friends and will want me to come back, I'm sorry, but pico is becoming a place that I honestly don't want to be, there is always drama going on. Quite literally as one fight stops, another one starts. I really hate that, I can't be bothered with it all any more. But I don't blame anyone for the fights. Not even the people that I personally dislike, even I will admit that pico would be hell boring without some kind of drama going on. I just think that I need to get out of the fights now:P
I have one year left at school. So I guess that'd be another reason that I'm going. I need to study, like holy damn, my target grades are A's and B's.. I need to make that happen so that I can actually do something with my life, I want to go to college and be a journalist, or do something with animals in water sports and stuff. It's really just occurred to me how real life is getting now, I don't have time for fun and games like this. I'll still come on Facebook and stuff, for those who I actually love to pieces, I don't want to ever loose contact with you, because to be quite honest, you've given me an amazing two years that I will never forget.
Holy hell.. I've written alot. haha, God. So it's the 13/05/2012. 13th of May for the Americano's that do their dates weirdly;-) I'm sorry for anyone who's reading this. I dread to think of how long it is going to get.
Imma write a bit to everyone that I think have been most important to me since I joined pico :P Even those who I don't like too much, or who I've grown apart from recently, you meant something special to me once (sorry for how cheesy this sounds. I just wanna make sure you all know how much you mean to me c:)
Okay, so I'm going to start with my mother clucking sexy chiggas. Aka Lucie, Cheese and Gemz ;-)
Lucie - .. ahaha my mind's gone blank. What can I say? You've been my best friend on here for about 9 months. I love you to bits, and I can swear that you know me more than pretty much anyone in real does. I'm pretty sure you stole my mind ;-) we always come out with the same random bs :3 Not that I'm complaining :D You're actually hilarious, even when you don't mean to be. I don't think you know how much you mean to me, you're like my perfect version of a sister. I agree with you on everything and we have the most hilarious memories. :-)
I remember when I first met you, hahahahaha, I was a guy at the time. On "Ricky" ;-) And you would always come to talk to me, even with how nooby I was. I think you're the first person that I met on here who actually made me want to come online so I could have a laugh :D Also then, when we would crash weddings;) Haha, I remember when we crashed that Drake guy's wedding & he asked you to kiss him.. LOL. Then there's also all of the amazing times that we've had "seshing" to Capital;) And let's not forget, Tizzle Swizzle, Rhiannah (one) Mama do the hump and Beyoncé (top) hahaha the good old days, I'll never forget them, promise. You mean so much to me, I never want to loose you as a friend c: Hehe, and then when we all meet up, I'll be in charge c: I have a plan : I'll turn 17, learn to drive really fast, pass my test, run all of your guys' legs over so you'll all be really short and I'll be the tallest. Then I can be in charge and we can have an.. amusing holiday c:
We're gonna pick up the peelings, and build a banana house, if things go wrong we can knock it down cause bananas taste niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice;)
So I really want to say thank you, Lucie. For everything you've done for me, you've helped me when I felt so upset, and I'll never forget that. You're quite honestly beautiful (no homo LOL) and I envy you. You also have the nicest personality, you never judge people like most of us do, I don't know how you do it, but I admire it so much :-) However much I write will never be enough, I think I'm going to leave it at this though. Thank you SO much for the amazing times that we've had, I'm sure there'll be plenty more to come in the real world. Holy shit, I'm being kidnapped by Joseph Kony;) <3
Gem - I don't want to say goodbye to you, to be honest. I'm not sure if you'll be on some times, but I really hope you are. You're so amazing, gemmy. Aha you've helped me with so much. If I'm ever in doubt with a guy, on pico or in real, then you're always there for me and you tell me what to say ;D LOL <3. You, Lucie and Cheese are simply my besties, I don't want that to change. :-') I've known you for like 7-8 months, and the time that I have known you has been the best. :D You're one of those friends that I know will be there through thick and thin, no matter what. And that's what I love the most about you. I know I can trust you with anything, you won't judge me because you all ready know all the embarrassing stuff about me;-) We've been through quite alot together, there's no doubt about that. But I don't think we've ever fallen out, you're too much of a good friend for that to happen. c:
Some of the memories that we've had, are simply amazing c: Like before Christmas, when we sung "Rudolph the red nosed reindeer" with one word each :D It was hilarious <3 And when we all went ginger in the park and trapped the nasty's in the entrance c: Hehehe, and Jaja's! :D Jajajajajajajajaja ;) Wkwkwkwkw ahaha! eggs<3 :3.
So, Gemmy. Thank you for everything that you have done for me, I'll never forget it. I don't think I could even if I tried. You're the nicest person anyone could hope to know, and your accent is adorable;) I love you Gemmy, you're amazing. And I don't care how pedo-ey this is, but we will meet up one day;) Lucie, Chiz, you and me :D Don't forget me, I won't be forgetting you, ever :-) <3
Cheese - ehehe, truthfully, I love you to bits! You're like my little sister, and I hate it when you're hurt. I always wanna just give you a big ol' hug :3 You're adorable c: and you're absolutly hilarious, you've made me fall off of my chair alotta times :-( Nasty pasty;) I've known you for a g e s and you've always been so nice to me;) Even when my friends were hoes. ahaha <3 I remember when you and Gem did the duck and the hobo thing, I kept reading that story and I'd end up in tears everytime :-)
I remember all the times when we jammed to capital, guuuurl. ehehe, everyone gets fed up with my lyrics;) (Like we are right now, ehe) I don't even know what to say :( teehehe, Cheese, suck my non-existant dick, get aids and dieeee;) Break my chizum Mmmmmm <333
ahaha, you've been through so much with me. Through all the petty little bitch fights, you've stuck by me, and I really love you for that, I bet if it was anyone else, they'd have gotten the hell away from me.
I'm going to miss you so much, and I know you've wanted to quit for quite a while, so you might not come on, and i'll miss yooooou :-( <3 eheh. So Cheesey, thank you for all of the things that you've helped me through, and all that you've done for me. You've made me smile when I forgot how to, and I know that whenever I talk to you, you'll find a way to make me happy :-) You're an amazing friend, don't forget that baby;)
Hehe, so my mother clucking sexy niggas, I hope you understand how much love I have for you :-) I know at times, I'm bitchy, but I don't know how much of a mess that I would be without you guys, I'd probably have quit a looooooooong time ago :-) And if I had, I wouldn't have had all the amazing times with you guys, so I'm pretty glad with the way that everything has turned out. I'm sorry it has to end though :-( I don't want it to. But it's okay, because I know you'll all always be there for me, I can count on you guys like 1 2 3 <3. We will meet up one day, and tbh, I don't want it to be a one off either. Ahaha, it'll be great! And don't worry, I won't forget, I'll keep in contact, because this WILL happen <3 I love you hoes, you've got me in tears, and I'm not even leaving for a month, ahaha ;3
So bye. I'll never forget you :-)
Waa, that was sad :-( But there are so many more people that I need to write about, I'm glad I have a month to do it, ahaha :-)
I'm going to start with my other close friends: (girls then guys) Poptart, Mac, Christy, Paige Troy and Mickey
Poptart - You're amazing! I was your friend before you quit for like aaaaaages, but then we grew apart for a while, although now we're pretty dang close;) You're so kind, like whenever someone tries to hurt one of your friends, you're always willing to stand up for them. You've made me laugh like a crazy person countless times, I've even fallen off of my chair;) You've been through alot recently, and I just want to make sure you know there's plenty more fish in the sea;) And I'm always here for you :-)
Don't forget: If her age is on the clock, she's too young for you, LOLOL ;D You always are truthful to everyone, which is something I admire. You're also really pretty; I want your hair LOL <3
Ilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy pop <3
Mac - I know you get quite upset sometimes, and I'll always be here for you, even if you don't want me to be. You're hilarious when you're happy, and you're one of my closest friends c: Muuuuuuuuuuuc and guuuuuup ;) hahahhahahaha awwwwwwwwwwwwww. :) I'll never forget you :) <3
Christy - Suuuuuuuuuuperfootbangingbuddie;) ehehe, you're so amazing! And Ilyyyyyyy. It sucks that you're hardly ever on though :( But you're Miss Irelandy! I remember on NYE that we were like the ONLY sado's online and we sung to capital all night ehehe. You're suuuper pretty, and I'll always remember the amazing times we've had :-) <3
Paige - Or should I call you Mrs Brooks?;) You're my chodieeeeee! Sucksucksuck <33 You and the queen be my bitches, ehehee <3 You haven't been on pico for too long, and it's really sad that I didn't get a chance to know you too well :-( But from when I've been talking to you and around you, you're SO hyper, and hilarious, you make people feel so happy all of the time. You're such a loveable person, and you're so cute! I won't forget you c: hehe, thank you for all the times that you've made me happy & when you've cared for me :D Ily xoxox
Troy - Fuccccccccck I love you so much, it's not fair. You really make me want to not quit, but i'll be on on weekends just to see you c: Iloveyousomuchmore;) hehe <3 I don't want to pass my tests anymore because of what you said;););) You're 100% perfect and there's nothing else to it, I never want to loose you <3 xoxox
Mickey - You're insecure, don't know what for, we know you're black when you walk through the do-oo-ooor. Don't need make up, to cover up, your Asian eyes do that enough ough ough. Everyone else in the room can see it, everyone else but you. Baby you have ginger hair like nobody else, the way that you flip your afro gets me overwhelmed, and when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell you don't know oh oh you don't know I'm white.
Byebye Mickeyetta, Duddy, Son, Gurlfrand, Dustbin, Dusty. You're like my brother:( even with the amount of time that I haven't seen you in, I've not forgotten you and I don't think I could. I know that if you was to come back right this very second, then we'd be able to talk like you never left. So much bad stuff happened while you have been gone :( I don't know what to do half of the time, I need my Mickeyetta there to help me. Good luck with getting the One Direction song off of your back, and try not to fall down the stairs/trip over any bras, and please just PLEASE don't cook your arm. Bye icky Mickey, from Merlin, Mummy, Tash, Trash, Moustache. I'll miss your life lessons:(
I guess that's it really.. there is one other person I'd really like to say something for but I'm pretty sure they're not gonna like it.. so i'll just say thiss..
Musa, I'm sorry:L I swear I didn't say half the stuff that chris made up ._. Ik you don't believe it, but I really didn't. I miss speaking to you loaads and I don't want to loose you as a friend, but I guess I already have ;( I'll miss you quite abit ** **** ;p
Okay, So now everything is clear and this is goodbye, I'll leave soonish, about a week left I think. God,I don't want to cry, this sucks:( I'll miss everyone so much. But don't worry, I'll carry on posting random shit on this blog c;
I'll miss everyone <3
That's all there is to say.
Love, from Merr <333333333333333333 xoxo